I wrestle with the fear of losing you, when we were never really together. It's like I've grown used to the idea of you being a part of my life. Maybe it's because I've gotten used to the feeling of being invisible in the relationship. But even amidst the silence, your absence leaves a noticeable void. It's strange how I've become so good at hiding my emotions, putting on a brave face for the world to see. Yet, deep down, I can't shake the feeling of longing for you. It's not your fault; it's just my heart's way of holding on to you. Some days, I love you with an intensity that scares me; other days, I'm consumed by anger, by resentment. But deep down, I miss the version of me that didn't feel this pain.
So here I am, with my heart in hand, hoping you will break
it again.
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