For all time, always!

Hey there... I'm pretty sure you already know how I feel, right? There's no need for me to keep on repeating myself, shouting out "I Love You". I see it in your eyes when you steal glances at me while I'm smiling. Maybe the next time we meet, I'll just let Frank Sinatra play softly in the background, while I tuck your hair behind the ears.

When you confessed about your fear of losing me, I realized we were two broken souls. Too afraid to label our relationship, and that's okay. I know I'm not your boyfriend, at least not yet. But what if I say "𝗜𝗳 𝗚𝗼𝗱 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗶𝗳𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲, 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻, 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗬𝗼𝘂, 𝗶𝘀 𝗻𝗼 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵 𝗶𝘁𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳". 

I never believed in the so-called "friendzone" people fuss about. I understand there might be other guys who catch your eye. But honestly, I never wanted to be just another 'one of them'. I don't want to be that emotionally unavailable jerk who only exists for fancy dinner dates to post on social media. 

I’m taking it slow, embracing the depths of who we truly are. 

Others cannot comprehend the lowkey love we share. Like the ‘Love’ when you cling to me - telling me about your day or the ‘Love’ when I battle through your terrible mood swings. Especially when you keep complaining about every little thing. Trust me or not, but when you are around, you are the only thing I notice. Everything else is blurred. That red dress you wore to the party last night? It made my heart skip a beat, how absolutely stunning you looked. 

I'm not here for a fling; I'm willing to wait for you. Others might tell me to "Move on! Is she the only girl in this world ?" but you've always been my world. And now that you're not here right now, my life feels like a meaningless mess. 

You might find this confession a bit lengthy, or whatever you want to call it. But you know what? 

Maybe someday when we both heal up together, I will be experiencing the warmth of your touch at the end of every single day, leaving me craving for more. Being by your side for a much longer journey, perhaps even forever.